Bye bye for 3 weeks. I love you girlfriend!

These 3 weeks are gonna be tough. But I’m gonna man up and get through bmt. It rly isn’t the physical training I’m apprehensive about, rather the emotional torment from being away from my loved ones, especially J… But… (: I’m confident heh.

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Confused…….

I’m an idiot hagahahahga^^

I burnt my thumb.

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Now before you start judging, hear me out here: being the nice filial son that I am, cooked dinner for the family. Yes yes I know, you’re thinking, “it must suck” and all that, well, it didn’t. So there, go cook your own dinner you judgmental kids.

On a side note, my hands reek of garlic.

I have never blamed you, thats all I’m trying to say. I’m sorry you feel the way you do, for the things I’ve said or not said- all that I can tell you that it was never intended the way you thought it.

At the end of the day, I still love you. And I’m praying that the feeling is mutual..

Sorry I made you cry again… But I’m trying ): I don’t even know what I did, or did not do, wrong :/

Sigh, missing you alr. How to survive Taiwan/ confinement week/ NS?

If it’s one thing I promise you, let it be this: that it’d work out in the end. I’m not just paying lip service, I’m determined to make it come to pass. And I need you to remember those tears, cause it’ll be worth every drop. One day we’ll look back, and we’ll be glad that it happened (:

“In the end, it will be ok. If it’s not ok, it’s not the end”- anon