Let’s start from… yesterday (I shall refrain from talking about my morning, cause it was sure as hell not a pleasant one).
So after 2 weeks of confinement, the botaks finally booked out, and managed to see the most of them. Chomp chomp choked me half-dead, but was made up by good food and fantastic company. Pity the mini gym-session wasn’t comprehensive/intensive enough to make it less sinful.. lol but ah what the heck! Met J then proceeded down to Newton Circus to meet the coolgang and have supper (sorta). Then… we had a running man (coolgang version) courtesy of sophie+ weiting. Kinda super shagged out but, hey, all in good fun so I thoroughly enjoyed myself anyhow (: ok except maybe the awkward moment of truth hmm…
Today was just… tiring. Woke up at 6am (yes, I was on time in the end.. but I can’t say the same for everyone else). I guess.. I wasn’t exactly serving with the right spirit, and, I guess knowing and not doing anything about it just makes me a bigger fool. Anyway, did CIP for the rest of the afternoon with church clothes which is plain stupid, okay. Sweated like a pig, but all in all a sense of achievement at the end of it (: my night was just .. <3 ^^
I think the highlight was definitely the BFX moment, lol, damn exciting…! (btw, information… travels too fast. )
I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t affected. But I’d be lying if I said that I wasn’t reassured by your words. It’s just that, I fear that a seed of doubt will be planted in us, and the effects would be devastating if it manages to take root. And the thing to do is to starve it, nip the problem in the bud, so that this will work out. Spite me if I’m wrong, but I think we’re on the right track- not letting words get the better of us; an open, honest relationship; trust. Maybe I’m too optimistic for my own good, but, better positivity than negativity right? At least, that’s my point of view. I’m confident that this will work out well (:
Anyway, today was good (: Starbucks in the morning and then movie, which was so-so, really worked my day out for me. My exhaustion kinda disappears when I’m with good company, but I crash when I get home. And, btt tomorrow, need to pass this. I’m really excited to … Drive people around. Don’t judge! Lol. Which reminds me…. Sleep…~